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Biology textbookMy textbook from my biology class last term has a lot of useful information about food from a chemical and biological perspective. Yay science! I'm sure it will be helpful in the future for planning out a healthy diet so I'm going to record the important stuff here
Today Zareth had work at Barnes and Noble. We got up at 8 and left a little late :P We didn't fall asleep until 2am last night so I slept when I got back (how's that for fair haha). I should be doing a lot more homework... I wanted to make these entries though :P I wanted to put some chicken salad in a pita pouch and bring his normal clothes when I picked him up cuz the weather was nice and I wanted to go walk or sit at the pond (his legs/feet were sore from work). I left too late/forgot but he wanted to go anyway C:
Then we picked Tara up from school and relaxed at my house. Zareth likes to crack nuts with the nutcracker. It's a guy thing. We also ate a kiwi, yum! We also read some nutrition stuff out of my biology textbook. I'm sure we'll have healthy diets when living on our own. He is the best partner in crime ;) Press playWe watched the Incredibles until his dad's meeting was over around 5. I came home to think about this blog post and was in my room. I could hear my parents talking about science and the bible and saying how "only the fool says in his heart there is no god." Hmm you won't argue with me but you'll talk about me behind my back? TIL a parent's love is like God's love: unconditional*
*with conditions I can't have a conversation with him because he is doxastically closed and won't even consider debating God's existence, that's a given for him. "All you have to do is look in the mirror," and he points out how so many human civilizations have had beliefs in supernatural beings. At this moment I'm listening to a program my parents are watching on tv about the bible. And it's ironic because last night, dad said "if you want to study atheism just watch tv," and referenced Satan. Which is silly because atheism has nothing to do with the devil except we don't believe in him either! Hah! I hope my parents don't start forcing me to watch that stuff again. They need to accept that I have my own mind now, and I'm not a minor. Ugh I hate listening to that show upstairs, it's all confirmation bias! Let's find stuff in the bible and prove that history lines up with it! Look I found a connection! Even if you can show the historical accuracy of the bible, (that Jesus existed for example), that doesn't automatically mean he was the son of God as he claimed. Hi! You may have noticed I was on imgur yesterday :P Zareth came into town at about 7:40 and I picked him up from McDonald's, then we relaxed at my house until my class. He slept during his because we stayed up really late :( So I went to Calculus 2 and when I came home, we ate, relaxed, and had a good time until I had to leave for my New Atheism class. He studied while I was in both my classes. I had 40 minutes before my Writing 323 class, which I really like. I'm going to take another upper-division writing class soon, so I hope I can take it from her.
Her name is Elizabeth Miossec-Baker, and the class is about identity. It's a really abstract concept, and I don't really have a good grasp on my own identity but I've made it work :) my blog page is juliasays. It has all my blog posts and assignments, but not my rough drafts. She is really helpful and clear and I like listening because she has a lot to say. I can also really relate on the rare occasions she has revealed that she grew up in a conservative Christian home and married an Atheist. I really respect her because she is nice and independent and just seems like a good person. I also don't have to be afraid for my second essay idea. The prompt is group membership, so I wanted to write about my family. church, religion, and my journey to atheism. I have always been agnostic, too. I think what I like about Portland is that people aren't afraid to speak their minds, and they're accepting. Even if it's overboard sometimes, I can appreciate it. Anyway, after class we met with Meghan in the pcc library because she has to check out her geology book there. She got a piercing near the top of her ear last weekend so she told me about it, and told me how her boyfriend Calvin's family is moving to Bend in 6 months and she's annoyed because he isn't fighting to stay and live with his grandparents. He's 18 but he's mature for his age. After the library closed, we went to my house and studied until around 11, then browsed imgur and laughed xP The thing is though, we were trying to study when my dad came down and reminded me about a tax form I was supposed to print. He asked for my login info and that's when he finally checked my classes and saw the "philosophy" class I'm in. And it is philosophy but I knew he'd be upset about it. He pretty much came down and said he has a problem with my coursework and made some threat about taking my school funding. He went upstairs again and my mom was the only one who would listen to what I have to say, about what the class is and how I lost my beliefs (though they were always weak). She just keeps saying how they didn't teach me enough. Zareth just kept himself out of the conversation as usual, and it really upset him :( He told me if they treat me worse then I can move in with him and Catherine. I'm just glad it wasn't worse. Anyway, he stayed the night and by the time we went to bed everyone else was asleep so we didn't bother worrying/pretending about him sleeping downstairs. We lit a candle and were very warm <3 And even though floppy had a sore spot, Zareth let me touch him;) hehehe. He is so gentle, sweet, caring, and supportive. I can't imagine loving anyone else that way, being so comfortable and trusting him. It also used to be difficult to sleep together because I'd want to be holding him all night but I'd get uncomfortable and have to change positions, and blah so I wouldn't get enough sleep. It's been getting easier though. I can't wait to spend my life that way all the time <3 I like this slideshow below so much that I think I'll use this for my pictures that I've downloaded off my phone. So I'll still have the files on my computer, but here they can be organized into slideshows by the date (which is in the file information) and then I can rename the pictures by the date if I want to (in the computer folder). This way I don't have to spend so much time choosing individual pictures out of so many! And there are many...... x_x :)
Lol I did one out of 13 math problems, it's bedtime but I need to finish and here I am again. I wonder how well this will help me accomplish my goals xP This is today... The last picture is what I did when our cars were at the red light when he went home with his dad, cuz they were joking around :P My lips look like the snails we used to have in our fish tank xD
Today he had work and I slept in and cleaned my room a bit, did some laundry. We relaxed and ;) before and after work :P cuddling is the best <3 |